Sunday, 13 July 2014

Who Am I?

Who Am I? Well. 
I am someone who enjoys adventure. I am someone who wants my life to be one great adventure. Beginning to end. I am someone who likes the idea of exploration. I am curious by nature and like to observe and ask questions. I like knowledge. I like words. I am someone who seems to be trapped in the wrong era. I am someone who escapes and releases through music and dancing. I like the smell of books and grass. I am solar-powered and therefore love being in the sun. I hate wearing jeans. I am someone who enjoys art - I am not an artist (I think there's a difference). I am a wanna-be semi passionate "vegetarian" who eats chicken. I seem to have a weird obsession with polka dots. I sway when I play the piano or praise God in worship. I am someone who likes to love people and show my love to them in gifts and words. I am someone who likes to laugh and smile, hoping it brings it out in another. I have so much joy in my heart - God has made me a forgiving and joyous person. I am someone who has a passionate desire to help people. I am determined, but fear and uncertainty hold me back. I am someone who likes old movies and musicals. I am someone who will sing during a Disney movie, whether I have your approval or not. I am someone who loves being outside as much as possible. I am someone who is passionate about animals - an aspiring Zoo Keeper here! I am someone who has too many dreams to pursue. I am someone who has a serious sweet tooth - in fact, I think all my teeth are sweet tooths. I would spend every moment in my pajamas if it was socially acceptable. I enjoy being by myself. I am someone who believes History and English are two of the most important things to a person. I am someone who believes in modesty. My favourite flowers are sun flowers. I love trees. I am someone who has a serious case of wanderlust. I am someone who believes in marrying my best friend. I am someone who wants to make a difference in someone's life. I am someone who is extremely sensitive to emotions - of my own and of others. I am my biggest critic. I appreciate vintage things. I wish fairies existed. I love Jane Austen. I am someone who believes in positive female role models. I am someone who fears the progression of technology. I am someone who enjoys the simple things, the simple moments, the simple beauty around me. I am someone who loves the idea of summer road trips. I have a strong desire in my heart for Africa. I have an issue with trust. I am someone who bottles down hurt until it explodes out of me uncontrollably. I am someone who loves petrichor and walking in the rain. I am very fond of walking. I am a girl who can be girly, but then also loves to ride in the back of Utes, round up sheep and drive a buggy through the mud. I am almost always cold. Reeces Peanut Butter cups are one of my most favourite things. My sister is my favourite person. I don't have a lot of friends, but I see no need in keeping people in your life that drag you down or don't appreciate your friendship. I like colours. I would rather be deaf than blind because I fear not being able to do things for myself. I want to live for God but sometimes I feel like I'm not doing what I could be - but also don't know how to fix it. I don't drink soft drink. I am someone who appreciates the people in my life. I am someone who tries to be a good listener. I am someone who can be socially awkward and shy at first. I still like to jump on trampolines. I am someone who loves Walt Disney movies. I am someone that is scared of love, but still wants it. I am someone who tries to be kind and forgiving and accepting. I am someone who doesn't like to be disliked. I am someone who doesn't like conflict. I am someone who dislikes feminism. I am someone who believes in the education of females. I am someone who believes that Gods creation is important and should be preserved for future generations. I am someone who does my best. I am someone who gets jealous. I am someone who likes blue. I am someone who is doesn't like to be seen without any makeup. I am someone who likes to be busy. I am someone who is obsessed with bees. I am someone who loves quotes. I am someone who likes receiving and sending handwritten letters. I am someone who believes that time and words are extremely important in any relationship. I am someone who tries to be a good friend to those who want me. I am the someone that God has created. I am someone who will change and grow and age. But I am me. And I'm OK with that.